when you're under stress it's good to know your priorities

Here are my short term goals:
-Finish my 4 paintings (3 are almost done) for thesis, and finish 9 drawings (3 are in progress) for thesis as well... this isn't as bad as it sounds because the last 2 i did i banged out in 2 weeks roughly.
-lift weights every other day, cardio every day- i NEED to make time to do this because i need my ass and my boobs back and I want my dikey arm muscles back and I started this week and i am SO weak it's retarded. I can't lift anything.
-eat healthy, not starve when I'm unhappy
-read books. I just got "if you liked school you'll love work" by irvine welsh (author of trainspotting), "American Skin" by Don Grazia, "black mass" that book about the fbi and the irish mob, and "public enemies" by bryan burrough. I am also STILL reading the John Josef autobiography. Josh has "world war Z" which I want to read, he also has the anthony bordaine book.
-keep friendships with people who are GOOD influences and GOOD people. That's it.
-listen to more music!! I'm keeping up to date with what's going on in indie and hardcore because that's stuff that really matters to me. How do I forget about music when that's what gets me through? Especially friends who have great taste in music, and a boyfriend who owns a record store I have no excuse not to listen to ridiculous amounts of music.
-last but not least it is so important that i amend things with josh. he is honestly the best person i know and he's my favorite person and i want things to be happy and normal again. We've been together since last tuesday. everything takes time...

Haha that is our "prom" picture. I love that cow dress and he hated that mustard blazer. I had to threaten him to put it on but he doesn't look too bummed, right? That is normal and good, and that's how it will be soon enough.